Daisy Nadal Poetry Why Us

Friday May 21, 2021 12:25 AM

Why Us?

How did we get here, living in fear?
I felt your love for me was never quite clear.
I miss the days when we were each other's listening ear but this turbulent ride was just getting us near to this very moment with no one to wipe away my tear.
We were so happy, was it even real?
I wanted it all with you but making me feel unloved wasn't part of the deal.
I'll never understand what I did to deserve this,
I wish it were something that could be fixed with a kiss...
but pride and ego are a bitch, and can easily destroy love without a hitch.
Remember dying of laughter and hearing me scream "I'm going to die!", or us on the phone when you were sick and I read you a lullaby?
Though it seems like a million moons away, I remember when we felt like we were flying high in the sky...
now all I do is cry as I overthink and analyze everything and wonder why.
The good old days when you were sweet as pie and I just thought you were the greatest guy...
You were the greatest guy, but no matter how much life I tried to breathe into you, I couldn't trust in the lie that became you and I.
I don't think I could ever unlove you, you were a huge part of my life.
I'm hurting so much, my skin is asking for a knife...
How did we get here, living in fear?
This should've been our year to right all wrongs and once and for all make our feelings for one another crystal clear.

♥ Daisy Nadal ♥ 1:32 AM